I must be

Little boy looks at the blue sky
In time those who held your hand
Are just memories that you carry
Till your end
And this little boy who holds your hand
Will one day understand the same
Of walls he will climb
Of races he will run
Of wars he will see
Of borders he will cross
Of hope he must
Of trust he must
Of each hand we hold will fade
In silence when you are alone

Colder

Explaining colder to a friend
Eyes meet in lies to deceive
We can live on this fine line
Of reality and illusion
You must have meant well
When you said nothing
But screams you never hear
That echoed in my head
The cold blank smile
The hate of this world
Are nothing
Like old memories we don’t remember
We just forget them
We can’t recall what we did
Or what we did not
On a cold December or a cold February or a
Cold.

P for ever

Paused moments in time
In the pictures of your memory
In the sunlight of that year
And the greeness of the trees in the park
Why can’t it be for ever
Paused as you see it?
Why can’t it be happy?
And not this sober.
The illusion of getting over depression
Paused in for ever
On an high.

Screw Troy

For you they burned Troy.
They paid you a million dollars
Just to show your face
To the crowed
In the dark
The stage lit up
In the spot light
But
But
It was Saturday night
But you
Fucking decided not to
Reserved
It and shattered
No escape
No
Screw Troy

Last December

 

It was a cold December
On the subway
Caught the last train
To a warm place
That I can remember
This last December
Before the world ends
Before you split the atom
Before you discover bosons
Before the revolution
Wipes us of this place
I could leave
Hold your hand
For a moment,But you never
Gave me a chance
To say it proper
To say goodbye
Before the last dance
This is all I can remember

Its all downhill from here

Set the clocks 30 minutes fast,
Hurry up
Make the rat race
Seize the day
All around you
The news is bad
The news has already been badder
Nobody is writing world history these days
A new brain in your sickness
A new vision of reality
You arrived early
No one has come
Its all downhill from here

blinded by the sun

he lied,they lied
you  smiled,
blinded by the sun
I must be the only one
under the influence
Before you cash up
Before you mark up
And cauldron off the area